Really fun & wonderful

I had a nice sleep last night , woke up on time , but I missed 3 LRt trains cos they were realli full to the brim , but luckily managed to be in time for work . Work efficiency was rather high , not really felt so "genki" today . After work went to agency to hand in the timesheets and off the 4 of us went to " Mind's Cafe " . Brian seem to won some money from soccar , think about $200 ++ , glad for him but actually it more of spur him for more gambling . Haiz ....nanati keke .... ( brian's nicename ) . We have a fun time over there playing about 3 game in total . The first one was rather silly and we have a good chatting time on life ... hahah ....... but the monopoly was rather fun , we get to see the "true colour" of money minded individuals . I had an enjoyable night , probably will become a member over there but brian told me there is another similar cafe at holland village . thank u Lp for introducing me such a good place , we even make it as our haunts after work :>

Schedules :

saturday - primary school gathering at marche's
sunday - with siang , lp , hao +++
monday - friday : work n work :> cheers

I really feel lucky about life and everything ... thank god :>

oiishi yu pian dang

Feel like sleeping at home one whole day ... a nice rainy weather today , has to drag myself up to work . I was actually late for work and unluckily my manager happens to share the same lift as me , brian n kevin ( my other 2 colleagues) . Lunch was pretty good with the popular " han Ji ( amoy street area /) " fish soup with rice was really delicious because the fish is very fresh and partially the serving of the fish was rather big ...oiishi ! Then bought the nice tropical kueh for my colleagues . Brian got one big tin of the panda choco biscuit for us .... he is really a nice bloke .

Been busy one day helping kevin with the envelope , evangel also did that , but seem like manager thought we nelgected our own work but actually I had already settled my work already so then i helped out him ... she probably misunderstands .........haiz .... abit heart broken .. we work till like slaves ... say this type of words .

Freaking out...

Life is freaking out instantly for me for the past week . The mundane work life had immune me with the world more incredible sleeping pills or a sense of loss . I realised alot of time , we had done many thing in a moment of folly . I felt a lost of control over routine , over fun , over a failed relationship . I felt foolish yearning for that" special someone" to be a knight riding galiantly to save me . When I embraced my friends , they are my pillars of support , reliable bunch of oldies that brought me back to reality . Starting all over again is difficult but however I aspire to be my old self again . where am I?

I missed

I missed ....

my frankness on a spar of moment
my anger on people around me
my sincerity that have touched so many souls
my indulgence in tiramisu
my beloved friendship who had abandoned me long ago
my self-esteem being a confidant
my temper of a madhatter with Alice
alot in lifes ................
myself ......... where am I ?

so much of it

Never had my life faced with so much uncertainies , how many time in our life had we suffer from depression , emotionless and suffice to say cheer up ger! for the past few months , I had a mixture of feelings on what are my life , goals . it is not happening but struggling I would say I suddenly feel like a loser for everything I had done . I had screwed up something or seriously I had been bravely telling myself I had not resign to fate but I am a master of my own fate . A decision had been made and that was until I can tell myself I am finally freed of desire , love and everything . A huge years of burden had been lift my fren . Infact , I knew I could no longer lived in my fantasy and stood there wide-eyed with hope. Friend , life do get tough , but no matter what we still had to faced our consequences for our actions :>

hello back

Seriously been feeling tired about work , haven got any endorphin drive in myself .... Office job , wher is life . What have I been busy with lately . Suddenly , my schedule were so packed , just last week....I went over to Catherine's 21st birthday and we had a fun time over at the chalet with her whole family n friends giving that guang , SQ and james were there with yijun playing guessing game and loser were to drink up the volka +++ spirt. One whole bottle down with SQ and guang brimming redness all over and drunken ........... We've got a present ( inside is a kawaii tote beach bag specially chosen by lp n me ) . Seen lotsa of old buddy in my sec sch , all of cat's fren and we were all enjoying yourself . As for myself , I was helping myself to the leftovers and everything I could finish in one go .......... but actually most food were healthy vegetarian food. Been missing exercises , and my own healthy lifestyle ........... Got alot of invites by friends and really I felt have i live life to the fullest , I seriously can't comment on it . Friday , went out with colleagues to celebrate wivinia's last day at work at kbox , good luck on her studies in nus and all the best !