so much of it

Never had my life faced with so much uncertainies , how many time in our life had we suffer from depression , emotionless and suffice to say cheer up ger! for the past few months , I had a mixture of feelings on what are my life , goals . it is not happening but struggling I would say I suddenly feel like a loser for everything I had done . I had screwed up something or seriously I had been bravely telling myself I had not resign to fate but I am a master of my own fate . A decision had been made and that was until I can tell myself I am finally freed of desire , love and everything . A huge years of burden had been lift my fren . Infact , I knew I could no longer lived in my fantasy and stood there wide-eyed with hope. Friend , life do get tough , but no matter what we still had to faced our consequences for our actions :>