You know , it is never perfect

I realise we never grew up to be someone perfect but somehow as we mature , we tend to build" expectations" in ppl's mindset . Sometimes, i wonder do we get the chance to see someone flawless be it there or not ... why not lead a simpler life ? it is still best to appreciate the other on his or her willingness to be there for ya , to love ya .... or even console u .

詞：向月娥,張思爾 曲：林俊傑

簡簡單單

我們都是泡沫輕輕一碰就破 眼淚是愛的花火
昨天就像飛機穿過我的窗口 我什麼都沒有

我攤開了雙手妳予取予求 直到妳想自由
痛苦的時候我不會閃躲 就像樹葉甘心為春風吹落

只是簡簡單單的愛過 我還是我
簡簡單單的傷過 就不算白活
簡簡單單的瘋過 被夢帶走
當故事結束之後 心也喜歡一個人寂寞

He's a Woman, She's a Man....sentimental ..:<

Do u ever feel tired to "chase" after life , hopes, loves , desire ,self -actualization . We all embrace alot of dreams , ideas on life but in the end what do we get was our reflections about ppl whom we appereciate , r they always at the finishing lines waiting for us ?one day there will always be someone there ... with ya . always there ....:_I believe he will be there smiling :>

it's feel so magical ...

Was out with pals last night

staying till late

and thinking about future , life , everything under the sun

have u sense loneliness once in a while ?

was rather influctuaing about "future" , was worry about ppl around me , u know my fren i miss them all...last night was a night of artistic detours for me ... romantic feeling haha ... went to fullerton BakErInN with them ....how can they bring me to such a place with candlelight falling ... should have brought their better half haha ... guess we were joking ...such a bunch ... u never realise my "buddies" list , those "gem" to me

Diamonds
Weiwei ... " miss mature " aka .... never failed to take my emergency call
ah joyce ... miss passion about everything under the sun
Christine ... hk kaki ....
Suqi aka Suzuki ... those "ah lian" days with her
kaini - kylie ... cool chilling out alcholic buddy ger ...
yen ... best travelling companion .... aka studious gal
Cat ... miss popular with guys .... n love to argue with me
lp --- fatty ping... strong outlook and cool
pw - another " wei " in my life ... simple naive and happy
Cheng Wei ...shopping khaki , with unique fashion taste
Nureen ... u know your choco always perk me up .. ***smuck girl

Sapphire
A.Wong - Adrian lo who else kpo n ktv king hahaha
fucheng - xjap craze , love to see his band rehearsal , my "cartoon movie " kaki
shahrin .... cool " wannababes "magnet and my "kai xin guo"
jiaxing ... my long time seoul garden buffet clinque ...never fail
ps ...siang ... poly good fren aka ... outing fren
chang yao ...online cum work most understanding guy
Brandon ... hk edision look alike , nice nice guy
ah Teng - chong teng ... the project mate .... throughout poly ... nice nice guy
jiaming ... most chatty person in the whole wide world haha

Wish you were here with me ?

I wish I had meet ya at the right time
at the right place, in the right mood ....
do u miss me ?
One day , I hope u are just there for me .
One day I just wish when i woke up , eyes dazed ....& I feel you were just beside me ,
was it too much for asking ?

Yes , i yearn for u
do u feel it ?
one day i hope my fanstay will come true
I believe for once
I long for our reunion
be it dusk or dawn

wish u were here with me
Sometimes it feels so real
Sometimes i feel lost
Sometimes i pin hopes
ending up falling deeper
and just one day I knew u r always with me


lovereis ... always love ya bri :P

is it me ?

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

whizzing off ...

Can't remember what exactly happened during this week

had it been raining ?

Probably some light splash on my face

I realise I am freaking , shuddering

I can't tell what exist, what doesn't

it had been a really "sinful" week to be eating nice dessert like e.g. chic choc carrot walnut muffin , mango pudding , potato chips , roller coaster junk , u name it i had it in my stomach .

isn't it cool ... haha

imagine once in a while it is an indulgence , do u feel glad to "detox" yourself ?

Ger , just don't deceive yourself

it is not worth it, probably ?

I am still very much the goody-old-shoe ... to cheng wei ... haha .

Never Been Kissed

Quotes :

Josie Geller: That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person and you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life, and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that that it will go away all at the same time.

this is the quote that really touched my heart , once in a while i would look back and thinking was it worth all ?.... yes i think so :>

Lovereis...

It's complicated ....blues .......

Human relationship never co-exist ....but rather in a complicated way . I never knew how lucky I was surviving a close shave . If Life is like movie , I wish it would never stopped . it is just a fantasy , a desire . Laments of the Nightingale keep ringing in my ears....all I could hear was that , how "blues " it bring me that was exactly how I felt last night . I realised I missed him , his presence ,the way he hug me and everything...was it just a fantasy I concoct ? Almst meet my breaking point..... cried on the way home ... I just can't imagine how a strong front I could portray ... it is the last straw that ever crossed my mind .

Do you know that I just miss you ?
In that moment , I felt I lose the world because of ya
Passion do die , Love never did
Still my Nightingale still Lament ...
it never creased my thought
cos you are always with me
it just hurt

lovereis ...

morning ... so early

Been sleeping from 8pm yesterday till this morning 5am ,picking up the " debris " on the floor , piling up ... so tired , another busy day to start with . Recalling what happened yesterday ....the sudden urge to isolate from this world . Peace finally ! I missed so much of life , variant to a certain extend , it wasn't the end of the world .

one day we would fade
one day we lost everything
one day we just fall in love
one day we treasure ppl around us
one day we just isolates ourselves


one day we would pick up our debris and carry on with life ....

gotten to work hard ....feel so glad for everyday I am still alive and kicking :>

Lovereis ...one day I love you .

Little Green imp , wh r u ?

I miss my little green imp seriously attempting to watch me closely from times to times

he held the matchstick so stongly bringing light to my windows

I guess I had spoken to my little imp once

and he never retort

messing alone in my isolation

once and again ...

tiredness overwhelm me

good night and have a nice rest too ...

Lovereis ....

Last min .... sunday :>

Morning , was waking up really early at 8.30am and I slept at 3am last night do I look shag > anyway been waiting for bri call till i fell asleep only seen the sms this morning .... thought sunday will be another day at home .... last min finally got someone accompany me to movie " the 40 years old virgin " . I had a good times , but the day at secret recipes was rather dampen , i never seen such person who actually dump the dish at your table and walk off , " miss petal " .... i dunno what is wrong with your attitude , and she had the cheek to tell us that ......okie forget dun waste time on her ... anyway . The movie was great ... seriously m, romance comedy , till I enjoy it the most but not my pal ...paiseh le .... anyway .............another shopping spree again ...............have i really spend too much ? i am broke ... :<anyway been missing him like mad .....

lucky gal ..... u know who ar ...

3 wannababes .... my da jiejies' :P

somehow I felt "touched " by the way she treat her family , she was caring tactful gal buying them nice " bread" , making sure her mum get one of the best she could afford and her worrying over her two brothers was really admirable . Reality is I just felt she is a lucky gal who had such a family that makes me envious . i had a nice dream last night , i can't imagine it was such a dream ... leaving me yearning for more ... keke ... mr. bri ... i can't imagine I would dream of you .... subconsciously I felt gulity abt my dream , my lala land :> I love you too much :P .... I had many mixed feeling over the week , many things happened . I was trying to clear my warerode .... i can't imagine I had so many tops , bottams , some were filled with an "abandon " sign , finally dug out an old skool ACS ...pullover , size small ....I was thinking to dump it or keep it .... but I chose the sentimental ways , anyway it was nice for cold rainy days ... I wonder I must be really happy when I received this gift from a " fren", memories do fade at times . I was once someone who was so spolit to the core that fren who known me since pri sch have seen the drastic changes from my adolescent age till then . I dun miss my old self but i embrace the new "me " . I am probably hoping my dear will know how to take care of himself ( do u hear that :<) .... miss ya too much too much ........

Saturday

Went out for an outing with cheng wei and trixie .... was really glad we finally meet-up after like 2 months ago , trixie must take care hor , hope u and your "kun da" bon .... the mr. 195 cm will be together . Was abit surprise seeing cheng wei in her jap perm + dyed hair ... she look really mature. We realised that day , we were wearing differ style of clothing . going out with them was really stress-free . Went to hang out at our fav MOS burger , that is our common points , we all loves mos ... :P.... hint my fav is teriyaki chicken burger ...:P... we were there chatting abt life , loves , everything under the sun till .... I realised i miss our times together . We will shopping for items , I din really get anything .... Chengwei got herself a bag + URS shoe , same for trixie and one more mini skirt . We shop and combed almost the whole of bugis before we settled for the next destinations --------Citylink and raffles place ... we went for our 2nd craving ... Thai express glass noodle and plus the pineapple rice shared btw me n cw . We took turns taking snapshot ..... btw ... trixie finally left for work liao .... we had been updating what we have been doing recently .... never realise that sony gallery at bugis branch , my kaki .... xiaowei , roy , alan , edmond n fei li pu ... alll shifted to paragon i supposed ... miss them so much ... hai . As for me , I got myself a velvet top from mng finally ... haha n plus something for lp , she sure like it . :> Recenlty foudn myself spending exceed my limits .... getting broke ar .... finally went home with cw together ... before it is more on bri bri bri .... she was more excited then me haha ... ganbatte hor ...

Tribute to Mr. Kevin

am i the extra , lawerence say cannot 3 person take pic ...

Some moment of my life , I would had remember this gentlemen Mr. Kevin though we had only known each other 3 months ...nevertheless , he is still one of the good fren i ever encountered . A true scopio characteristics ... filled to the brim who loves to bring joy around people , a nice gentlemen with a hidden agenda for phobia of r/ship . when I first known him , he give me the impression of a happy-go-lucky guy who is very determined to success in life . All along , I felt he is a gentlemen through and through , though sometime he like to drop " hidden meaning " to protect his friends , family . but still I don;t get his meaning somehow I felt "blur" about things that happened around me . Sometime i realised i should have listened to your advice ...

Recalling.........

1. When I was burdened with work , he will always helps me to settle ... especially during my days as a helpdesk.
2. Many times , I had the habit of slipping down during rainy times , he tried to assured me to grip on him .
3. When I am down , he would cheer me up . a friend in need is a friend indeed
4. I had never felt so at ease chatting with him .
5. There is reallly nothing to hide about him
6. he truly know my tempers .... whoop impressive

my last word to kevin , hope u succeed in life and all the best in whatever you do ..... :>take care hor ...

Never Co-exist ........

Mars: virgo
Venus: pisces

With that softy heart, you're always willing to help. But lovers often take you for granted since you don't set up boundaries. Let yourself get angry sometimes. Your Mars is in virgo You're reliable without being a doormat. You'll do what it takes to get what your way if you feel your reputation is on the line. When starting a romance, you're careful and shy — but you're no wimp. Once you find yourself in a sound relationship, you'll lose your inhibitions and display desires that only a lucky few will every discover. Your Venus is in pisces Unimpressed by the real world, you like magic and mystery in your life. You believe in soul mates, love at first sight and happily ever after. You've got an amazing depth of feeling, but often forget to guard your tender heart. Since you crave companionship, beware of becoming overly dependent on an uncaring mate

When you believe .........

MARIAH CAREY

When You Believe -

S. Schwartz - Babyface -

WH: Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could hear

And our hearts a hopeful song We barely understand

Now we are not afraid Although we know there's much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we know we could Oah yes

There can be miracles When you believe

Though hope is frail It's hard to kill

Who know what miracle You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will You will when you believe

MC: In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My heart's so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles When you believe (WH: When you believe)

Though hope is frail It's hard to kill

Who know what miraclea You can achieve

(WH: You can achieve) When you believe

Somehow you will You will when you believe

both: They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fear Ohhhhh

But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see you way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

Thrist for Quest .......

Your Birthdate: March 10

Your birth on the 10th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life. The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.A birthday on the 10th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

hey a.wong missing ?

Friday

Went out with out two nice gals ... except without cat's presence , wondering when am I going to see her ? I had instead drop "aeroplane" on kylie and yen .... they do miss piggy (me!) that was my nick since sec. I seriously missed my buddy ..... definitely had arrange with them to meet the following friday , hope they are not angry . anyway kylie , have a safe trip ... my usual words to you ;gal take care hor ! miss u . Friday outing to chill out with definitely fun , we had our dinner with the so-called XO sauce fish soup at a coffeeshop but nevertheless the attitude of the staff freaked us out . I probably never to go there again cos .... I seriously hated bad service . Next, lp went to get her len and finally , we went for chill out .... the alcholic drink was tempting but in the end , we setted down for tea drink ... probably will try it out next time . Overall , we do have much fun . afternoon call adrian (buddy) and he was actually in the midest of having his exam .... wah ... paiseh immediately hung up once he said that , sorry !

Saturday

time to stay at home , although everyone felt I am not a homely person , saturday outing .... was to stay at home and probably wait for dear's msn free time . But seriously I felt really sick so might as well stay at home . Really glad to chat with him finally .... but there is not much of a reply so busy myself with my magazines + surf net online chat with adrian , yao , lp and etc.... Finally able to get hold of the picture taken at the marina south from kylie . Adrian keep saying about java programming make me bored .....and last night he seriously called me up to apologize for his super duper busy schedule with more assigment .... nus stu + entreprenur , too busy for us liao ....but i actually manage to book him for dinner today with lp n me, later he will nag at me surely . Can't imagine will strangle him soon .... my ktv kaki ... adrain ! where is my jackie zhang ? was kind of angry at miss cat .... frustrated by her moment of folly .... but wish to stop her suddenly felt so so helpless .