Hmm...

I am abit frustrated today partly because I feel I had to shoulder some work by myself and no one is sharing my piece of cake. I snap on him. I don't like myself today and I don't like my untidy hair with fringes that are too long , i detest my freckles. I just find i hate myself today......

tiffy , u r soososos cute ? smuck

" Happy 21st birthday Lee peiwei , you are my soulmate , my buddy for life , I luv ya "


Had been happier this week , reason cos i got a bunch of nice buddies and leonard ?

happy 21st birthday to my beloved pal miss Lee peiwei , besides sharing the same surname , i really adore her kindness , reliability , sincerity toward our friendships . Celebrated her birthday at Fosters at holland village with cat , me , lp , bread n bday girl ? she was damm touched cos i saw tears streaming down that delicate cheeks , tears of happiness . I had a damm weird dream a week ago about me not being able to attend her celebrations , i thought could this be a premonition ... yup took a cabby to holland v , and a tree fell due to lightning , was stuck in the jam for 30mins ? i can;t be sure but the only way was to alight in the midst of that traffic and change walk to KAP and took the 2nd cab . luckily and thankfully, leonard accompanied me to meet her , i think i flared my tempers once with the "throwing " of my hp .. sorry i promised i dun do it , just that i rather vent it on an object then on my fren... trying to keep a smile but real hard . okie sad news is over . on that day was lovely cos ... the first time i tasted his cooking , and it was real nice haha , was this meant as a surprise ? cos silly guy went to get all these ingredients before i reach his house , so his speed was real fast ...keke
Today went over his home for revision and then went home whilst he went for soccar . Saw my parents argueing at the doorsteps , i dun dare to enter , so instead i went to causeway point instead . i think dad saw me , but i simply dun wish to interrupt . Intend to get a gift for my dearie before out of the blues , he called me thrice . I was "stoning" on the bus and did i realised 3 missed call from him . and instinctively i return the call before he knew i haven reach home ... and he immediately come n meet me . I wonders when had time bind two person thoughts together , but at that time i was comforted to knew someone being there for me whenever i need a listening ears, almost going bonker ... simply hate scenes of my parents arguement replaying on my mind . Went to get something for Ah qi and finally ... something for him , intend to give him on our one month anniversary but it was advanced . Cos he got me something too , has mixed feeling , how to say .. am i touched or am i speechless ? cos i recall telling him my hand cream is finishing ... omg ... that was my dear's nice little gesture and i simply love him . Thank u leonard Ang ... simply love your smiles .

ok must gambatte for studies , cos for him i will do it !!!

lovereis

f***ed up the studies

for our complexion , fatti and mine almond paste ... dessert!!!
vu , playing with bubble gum ... fun hor ? i can;t do it ?:<
and my leonard buying my mac :>
candid shot of my brother , does he looks cool ?
me ... go pray ancestors ... with family :>

had been reading sat ... studying ? took a nap for 2 full hours during rainy season and presume i am energetic . y do i feel so unmotivated ? tiring ....ZZZZ. i wanna some drive and pms is driving me down . where;s the hell is my body not functioning properly .. i hate myself . DeFuse .. is a nice name for superband ... and "wanton" is covering my desk ... haha ... what happened .. almost argue with mum over a stupid mug of green tea . seriously freaking me out .

lovereis

sustain ?

when had time prevails things that are there , love itself is self-sarcificing. sometimes i feel everyone has their own destiny and fate and we all deserve someone who are better . when history had been repeating over and over again like an old recorder , i think i probably meet the right one . who knows? we never but we feel out heart and asked ourself " do you love him ?" I seriously believed fate , i thanks god for bringing him to me , in my heart i was touched for the little things he had done for me .

had hurt been there ? alot of time , we perceived ourself as that wounded deer waiting for that "SOMEONE" to rescue us . alot of time , and it did ... miracles did happens . When had that special someone come n rescue my frens . when had we subcumbed everything and give up everythings just for that person because it is worth it . Has depression sank in my heart recently , have i been sensitive , that the little words do matters . had hurt come n go ?
peepsz, dun hurt the one u love , dun cos it is just not worth it . How far do we measures ourselves in a relationship , can love really withstand time ? can love sustain ? sparing a thought for someone . the world of singles vs the world of two persons ? has despondent set in at times ? i dunno what i am talking , my pms is sinking me day by day .

had a normal day but it seem to me , i hear bad news , i heard ppl around me getting hurt ,i feel so useless , i feel helpless indeed. when i stared out aimlessly on the ride home , i was thinking about my world ? passerby entered and lost it existence at a time when nobody cares . when had something meaningful lose its worth .

leonard i miss u



lovereis

Confession

" it takes two hands to clap , a smile to brighten up and it is suffice "

yesterday was jie meis' outing ( me , cat , pw n fat) ...went for ktv singing session at marina , have a fun time jamming all the songs we haven sang for long till my voice went hoarse . Next come shopping times and we brought andersen ice-cream , anticipating that my mint chocolate, my scoop turned out to be the biggest ( probably i bribe that ice-cream guy haha) lp grumbles.

next stop " mushroom pot " , the food turned out to be nice and we were enjoying , a day in the life of "tai-tais" was enough cos this type of luxury we cannot afford for everyday . Ah cat is so tai-tais nowaday ... how to say , my dear fren wish u happiness with dennis okie . my pw ? so nice lend me the e-zlink card cos i keep forgetting to top-up . and our final destination is plaza singapura ? we all brought a pair of shoes , i was lamenting between getting the old design on changing , in the end call dear , ask him to choose "old or new ?" his ans :NEW ... keke , so in the end i got a new design . then lp wanna to go see cathay cineplex , just a glimpse , she sort of sound disappointed . by 9 plus , we were all tired out , catcat went for mahjong. Another surprise comes along , pw n me were walking toward bus-stop when dear call me . he said he come n pick me up .... miss him abit . my kind-hearted pw acc me to go wait for him and this cheeky pw intend to just run away scot-free after accompanying me ... so in the end dear outsmart her and sent her home . keke ... realise i can;t take ppl for granted , i must cherish him .....leonard ang ... thank u n i love ya . do a little confession last night .....my gulit overwhelm me , inevitably i chose to tell the truth .

Cathay cineplex interior .... heee ... thank dear
my mac breakfast ... thank dear dear
my dearie nephew .... yuen zheng ... act cute with my sandal
Yakun kaya toast .... our tea times ...


have a great fun day with leon .... guess prehape surrenders to my whining i got my long-awaited MAC big breakfast n then follow by a surprise trip to cathay cineplex . i thought my ICEAGE2 movie had to foregone since none of my jiemei nor my dear like cartoon . Then , the surprise come silently ... unexpectedly my dear book two tickets at Cathay Cineplex. heee and precsiely we had our small shopping trips ... and plus kenny+ rogers hohoho.simply happy . :>


Leon ... thank u for everything u did !

' we were still hopping that it wasn't him "

mr.Low Chwee Seng ?

i simply miss my nice , caring uncle Seng ?

been praying for days since that incident ...... god y did u took him away ?

i simply can;t believe it

god ... why are u so cruel?

lovereis ...

devastated ......

is it prehistoric era ??
my happiness come ... from HIM
my favourite lecturer Dr.John man , standing tall at 1.9 .. interesting MAN, my name is john , i am a MAN
my fatti .... basking in happiness
that's my dear , toleranting my childishness again


sorry peepz , back to blogging , so much had happened , how should i begin ?
recently been busy with projects , now finally rest week come . so study time begins .
i simply adore my lifestyle now , it is a change ... and it is for the better
pessmistism had sank and now comes happiness?
i never doubt my instincts , never doubt the choices and the path i took

i wonders about crucible on life , on pasts ... what had our crusade era done ?
suddenly when he said "he found the missing puzzle , i get what he means ."
on this route , i lose my solitary and found an answer
thank ya leonard for everything u had done , was touched when my guy was encouraging me throughout studies , assisting me in projects ..eg. help me check grammers and paraphrase and sent umbrella to sch when it rains . i simply wanna to say thank ya

and there is fatti who keep encouraging me , brightening my days with a sms and i really felt my gal pls sleep earlier hor!!! die die must sleep early okie . and peiwei ... her innocence and nativeness made me see thing in a simpler day ..oh she is approaching 21 haha ... ( something 's up there for her ) and cat ... i wanna to love her as my dear sis .. cos she always take good care of us ... heee ... cat, i miss ya . yes m reunion on sunday , atticipating ... haha ... and rogie been so busy with work , pls have a good rest if u need . sorry for bothering u so much on msn .

thank u my life is till complete , no regrets for anything .

lovereis ...love leonard...