memory lapse back ?

woke up dazed with a curiosity , got a date ...? what really consitutes dating ... life was like a playback movie filled with emptiness and fragility ...was simply hilarious about life , nagging at someone else ... worrying about frens , missing a part of myself ... a sense of belonging .

A double date with ben n keat was simply amusing cos they are really fun to hang out with ...
still that little excitement only linger for a sheer moment of happiness, and i hope my dear fren did enjoyed , she din laughed much during the movie but she went crazy at toy R us ... i really concede defeat but i did enjoyed the part when ben was called an uncle, burst out laughing like mad ... that was a crude joke . but still hope he wasn; t offended .


" i am just an women standing in front of a man i love , waiting for him to love me ..." drewberrymore (the perfect catch)

this phrase caught my attention though it wasn't significant but it matters really ... not sure what to say but ... in that same threatre ... in the same setting in the reminise of a moment . the repeat ... of da same movie . A brief of moment i held my breathe sliently praying to god ... maybe after so much evoving we are still back to the square one just that ppl changed , setting changed ... i remember HE said " time will prevails what is unseen " ? i seriously feel ... life is like a lonely path , the decision u take , the route u choose ..........