haunting ... nightmare

it has been weighing on my mind for some time . I felt i am tormented , that i am trying very hard to struggle . My eye bags had been heavier , cos insomina haunted me terribly . I wonders.... when was the last time was i seriously happy before ? i seriously can;t remember the happy times . Mundane lifestyle had transformed my solitary that is looming nearer and nearer . Tempers had worsen that i probably vent angers on pw without realising , breaks out had increased to the time i detest my mirror ... where do the stress come from ? I think i seriously need a good dose of endorphin drive ? I am beginning to feel "doubts" .... can anyone cheer me up ?


lovereis ...