"If he is not meant to be , no point hanging on ....waste of time n efforts, the game for the highly intellectual"

I had always perceived myself not to be rather highly intellectual or coming to terms with meeting retribution . The lesson I learnt is rather to appreciate what the one you love had done for u and recognised it . I presumed I am one lucky girl and better still i am "cold, cool and reserved again " , somehow great i can be myself . I feel the deepness of hurt , hatred , i realised solo ... on the track is great .

it had been circumstansing at times that if relationship din worked out , it's like both parties' faults . Yes , some truth contribute to it . But "think" what really create "cracks " in r/ship , if it is strong , it can withdstand everything , what is the probability of failure . Finally mend a frenship today , silly girls hiding everything cos of a guy ... what is the rationale behind . Never fall for someone your fren love ... it is not wrong , neither it is right ... but never fall for the same jerk ... he doesn;t deserve either one .

A linkage to the story behind : http://www.xanga.com/mscookiemonmon feb 18 , 06 entry .

I dun believe in guy ? do I ? having been through in and out of relationships .... have i gain much painful or delightful experience ... indeed . I believe a guy who know how to sweet talks is never reliable , a guy who flirt is a taboo , simply i despise them . nothing big deal about the power of words that serve to hurt people . Can't u guys grow up ?

I feel the loser ? the real one will be when u are in a relationship , can't u cherish him or her ? y realised when it is too late , when u feel that u r on top of the world and suddenly u fell to ground again.... isn;t that a great feeling . Simply

love clara , that is me sober

can;t stand"U" , u dun deserve a relationship at all . goodbye to my love , goodbye . Once cracks are form in glasses , no longer can it mend ?

haha ... so happy , nightmare ended , sweet dream

love who ?