its all boil down to pms ....

Recently , some frens commented i look tired and sleepy ...or i always felt i do not have enough time to do alot of things , multitasking . Received a call this morning from zep ... telling me about the next sony roadshow dec 15-18 .... suntec ... my roadshow fever is haunting me again ... still considering cos on 16th i had other commitments - bro's b day , law's wedding and also lectures briefing at 9am .... i got to consider carefully .

I guess it must be pms , stress , loans and everything ... at the moment i dun feel like thinking about other thing , not even how to spend christmas .? A lonely year with or without x'ms no longer matter . I guess i am beginning to detest myself , i simply can;t stop working and to think i eventually think about setting priorities ...i meet pw today and collect my commissions then went meet fabius/jane n give him his share and lastly meet zep ... but i think he misleaded my intentions ... sms me something i dunno how to reply ?

i realised i had seem to grow an immune system to caffine ..........


lastly i went to meet my ex. to get back my stuffs ... from his house ... finally all my belongings are back n intact . i just walk home alone .. feel really great about it .

i realised i am making mistakes in my life ... i realised ..... i am a stupid foolish person , seem to be getting rational day by day .when i reflect on the things i do .... i simply can;t stand ppl who lied ... ppl who is lame , ppl who flirt or even to the extent .... frivilous person ... pls stay away from me .

i yearn for freedom ...and lastly , i know i am uncertain , fickle minded ... individual .
and extremely need someone just to lend me a shoulder .........

and to carol ... i wanan to say " if u really love that someone , n if he did disappoint u before .....try to think that probably he loves u too much ..treasure him".

take care ... lovereis