i miss my doggie gigi

I was late for work today cos i guess i overslept , finally survived 3 days of work , another two more days to rest . Been pinning for a good rest . Got my "ai xin breakfast " haha , thank hor !!! nice nice and i brought my apple to work , growing healthier , eating all the balanced meal , probably affected by jo bibi , cos that's why . But somehow I had lesser craving for choco , can't imagine i lost touch with my choco for like .... 2 weeks ... cos it is fattening , but choco combat depression to date . haha , i realised i wanan to enjoy life and stay happy , heya i am a strong girl , wun see me anywhere in tears , not to worry .

I need my motivation i can;t find my zeal , maybe i am deceiving myself , just trying to be someone not myself , i detest this . I dun wanan to be a fragile person .... but i had been one . sheding a tear or two dispel those unhappiness .... so must stay positive . most of all i miss my doggie , i miss a fren , hopefully next time my partner or hubby will be an animal lover haha , my fav is still westie :P or from e terrier grp . St.bernard is rather kawaii but it will cost $3k and high maintainence , can;t really afford to think abt dog ,lawerence just got a golden retriever pup , really anxious to see it !!! faster house warming ... he say in jan..06 haha

I am going to receive my lst pink bomb from lawerence , the first fren;s wedding i ever attend was rather excited but it fall on 16 dec , bro's b day + sch briefing n etc ... so many thing to finalise .

sat going to zouk haha ... anticpating abt the partying with wing, lp, jen , carol n etc .. haha.... was discussing with lawerence abt alchol , he keep saying his wedding dinner put me n the rest with his drinking buddy , wish me good luck !:=== this fellow ...no comment liao . Friday going to meet adri , still deciding btw harry potter or chicken little .... arrange to meet him around town area m wah this fellow very cute , go sitex all the way to browse IT product , come my sony counter .... then ask me wanan to go dinner . study hard hor , good luck for tml test !!! rest assured i wun dare to call u during exam , best switch off your handphone okie .... if u read this .!

I realised i had gone though many changes in this stage of my life , am still coping with it . wish brian were here .but too bad , can;t say much .brian u must take care! anyway ...halo peepx ... take care ...

lp ar ... PLEASE GO SEE A DOCTOR N THE DENTAL OKIE , TAKE A BREAK , TAKE A KITKAT !!!

extract from my dairy ,...

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