Raining = currently feeling

i feel like downpour tonight .... i been sick with flu , that is like the worst sneezing all the way from work till home and not to mentioned i feel so weak n careless with the thing i do today , i realised how incompetance i am . no one really understand in reality , there is only dad's flu herbal tea to calm me down or smooth my sickness ... thank dad .when i reach home , had my dinner , it was just there in my room , can't imagine ... i thought no one cared for me ,but there is still my dad .... i dun understand .y am i holding on , i am just tired of everything i do. for once i realised a fren cared for me too much that i am afraid i may disappoint our frenship .