2006 finally

the past year had been a signifiant year for me , a turning point in my own perspective which i felt i will learn to cherish someone and never take ppl for granted . Sometime i was always looking forward to 2006 because i felt it had been a rewarding year and will be one for me .

For the first time , it is a new year that I managed to spend it with so many friends , ppl , and family .

" Do u know good times are short and I never realised that good times are gone , is there regrets ?"

Was spending my last day in CPF with a bunch of good fren and i never realised that when is the next reunion ? ( han , lawerence , roger , joven , law 's da jie ) Last day was somehow nostalgic about leaving this company that held memories , changes in my life . For once , I felt that what i had took away was the laughters i once missed , the facet of AA , my grace , and the frenships that remains not to mentioned i was gulity abt not bringing suhani's cake for me , my coffeebean pal and ppl like rujeen who always asked me abt lunch , ppl like raihaya & siti who say " GIRL dun be naughty ar " ... and ah law who always said i am " luo ZHI " = haven grow up , act cute again ", Victor who had taught me the meaning of life and being myself staying happy is most impt and listen he said "clara, dun worry u will have alot of options in life " . Not to mentioned my da ge who actually was empathetic toward others , he always like to find someone to chat with nvm hopefully still got victor to accompany him . I missed summer's smile, santha being my problem solver , christine's joke and her hp's gadget sharing:> , rani's laughter and catwalk , chewlian 's bad badtz maru collections , huai hsi's cool sleek attitude and cuteness ., terrence's bidding me all the best and most impt my own boss tsemin ;s act cuteness ... remember she ask wanan to eat panda biscuit ? " and evelyn's motherly concerns on y i need my urgent leave , and last ... my grace , my ai xin breakfast ? ....impt frenships of xiaohan's laughters and sharing problems with her , kevin's gentlemen and being always never failed to settled my help fax , ernest's tactfulness as he volunteered to help me eat my wasabi punishment at sakae , joven 's cuteness being sweet and so my "tai bao" always there to brighten my day with a nice sms n learning to eat veggie more from him . Also , brian who craps too much .

Sometimes , i know i want to get out of my depressed , emotional hijacks and everything . special thanks to my jiemei fatti ping for she is always there when i am bothered by my problem , my love life crisis , my studies stress . Of course , there is adri who is my counsellor ... my special fren .... who is too goal-driven in life to realise those emotions he is lacking . There are also pw ,being the naive kind hearted gf i had:P

To suqi who is so headstrong always , and joyce being contented with her xiao nu ren with zs. To clara myself , i realised seriously i am fragile too , my strongness outlook maybe just to hide those flaws i had .

"don't tell me u r gulity cos u never listens , but think about Why?

it may seem vague and unreal ...... cos ...it no longer matters anymore ...

LOVEREIS ... love is such a painful feeling