I realised ...ganbatte akame!!!

cool right where is akame ?
I realised for the past fews day peepz I am trying to know myself better .... have i grown up ? was on da phone with a special pal last night and i felt ....i had not provide the special gesture to my family ... am i selfish... maybe it is just not time yet or supposely sometime i turn "cold" when someone treat me too good ... i am scared ...I dun deserve it ... haha .

Recently I felt like socialising but I felt something hold me back , two fren ask me out for movie today. ah liang , chang yao , in the end i rejected them . I also dun understand why ... normally i would be happily saying i also wnana to go ... your treat haha ....Guess when we talk about being happy , I felt my fren are a cheerful lot to me , ask me out also ganna scolded by me and they still dun angry at me ... i am spolit. sorry for those who had tolerate me for so long , i really must ask for your forgiveness . but i am worried i am getting " obasan " to them , sometimes i tell them , dun smoke so much , dun club or drink so much ... take a break .... and all along , i been telling them this , I am so naggy haha, can't imagine . i dun want to grow up like this .

I realised i am a guy buddy material ....sometime , probably been mixing alot with them , it is time to be my super duper guai guai girl image , chang yao also said that .... recently they said i been obessesing with taking picture of myself .... time to punch me haha, they always see my msn pic changing ... feel like killing me haha . okie , now i only stick to mr. Akame & jin , cool japanese wannaguys :P esp akame san , my dream guy ... cool cool looking ...

schedules packed ?

thursday - movie times with special pal n little bro
friday - Sakae buffet at funan , evangel's farewell dinner
sat - anyone wanan date me out
sun- outing le ... not sure ... with buddy or colleagues ? still thinking \

following wk............

friday - with gf kylie and yen :P...
Saturday - dinner with lp , catherine orchard ....:>
Sunday - Jogging with special pal:)
nureen's house :> selemat hari raya - !!!
dinner with san ba + lp ?:>