work life

work life is routine , mundane daily , can't say much on such , office politic always prevail in the modern society . I had been working at CPF board for a week now and realised adaptation to such communications was a " must " for work . I had a dreadful day , i was late for work due to the traffic jam and felt how my whole day had passed working hard , trying to help my colleagues wivnia with the registrations . At the end of the day 5pm , two had us had almost completed our work ,the feedback from a fellow colleagues was most undesirable , about unorganized work , too inefficient and about me arriving late for work . I almost felt like strangling someone , that "someone ". She said in the past the fellow colleague were very effective and completant " . Well differ ppl got differ working attitude , i felt so worst in my inner self when she said that "indirectly" to me . it is not my job , i was managing the helpdesk when she ask me to help "w" . she told me I was late for like yesterday n today . infact yesterday i was on time exact 8.30am but i was late cos i need to call the other colleagues to let me access the door ,cos i haven got my access pass ma ....... I felt some kind of emotional torture , it was a crude laugh at us newcomers , and mentioned she said " do you realised you gals were too loud during work " ..............................I was thinking that you can;t be so serious all the time , we need some comic relief at work . 6pm i promptly went off , she mentioned again ....... for the final time , oh " the perm staff said " we ( her ex-team , she is the only one retain , the rest had quit) was very good " and laugh ........... i wonder what do i need to know about your performance , that is work la . I just felt it was like too " big deal " hor .tml i shall be early , not late . I got too many anger , i need some yoga ........... or i need to be at peace . everyday that " someone " seem to picking on me n my team ... got it :<........ i am really not happy at all .